Dear Ryan,

Wow, there is sooo much to say, I don’t even know where to start. I could go on forever but I don’t think you’d want to read a million pages, haha. I am so glad I got to meet you and that you’ve become a part of my life. I   still remember the first time I saw you freshman year and I thought you were the cutest boy in the class. Then I got to know you and started liking you. I never actually thought I’d be lucky enough to have you. It still seems too good to be true. You really do mean a lot to me, I hope you know that. I have never felt loved by anyone except you, and never felt so cared about either. I hope you know that when I tell you you’re the best thing that ever happened to me, and when I tell you that I love you and when I tell you that you’re amazing, you know I mean it with all my heart. I know that we do get in fights and arguments sometimes but eventually we make up and still love each other in the end :]
I hope that our first year is only the beginning, and if anything ever does happen, we’d still be best friends and care about each other no matter what. I love you so much and I’m afraid of losing you. I never wanna lose you because you’re such an amazing person. You’re cute, you’re funny, you’re fun to be around, you’re caring, and you’re really sweet. I can go on forever :] haha
I want to be a better girlfriend and just make you really happy because that’s what you deserve. Thank you for putting up with all of my shananagins and staying with me and making the happiest I’ve ever been :D you are AMAZING!!
Okay, well I told you I’d write you a long thing on our anniversary, so I did. But know that these words really did come from my heart :]
I love you baby!! I think you’re sleeping cuz you’re not texting me back so yeah, I’m gonna go to bed too I guess.

HAPPY ONE YEAR :] thank you, thank you, thank you