Believe in Your Self

Growing up I have always let myself down, because of me not believing in myself, and as I got older and older, and days went by life got hard on me, my family always put me down they always thought I was never going to make it through high school but here I’m today in college because there negativity and them putting me down helped me motivate myself, I had to prove all of them wrong yes it was hard because I was a bad child then and I never did my work, but today I look at life different, and not just my life even my education. Education means so much in a person’s life with out education a person’s is nothing .Yes today I do still struggle with my education because some times I don’t believe in myself, but I try so hard to the point that it makes me want to cry thinking about it. I always feel like I can’t pass any of my class’s with out one of my friends being there, Or someone being there with me helping me out. Its hard it gets to me sometimes I feel like I’m a loser sometimes, but the more it happens the more it makes me want to motivate myself even more, for example yesterday I wanted to give blood, but I was sacred, because I never did it before, after I got my paper work done and the doctor was about to give me the shot to give blood I told her to stop, I got sacred I thought it was going to hurt, I felt so bad, but the other doctor came and told me do you want me to do it and I said okay, but please don’t hurt me, and I told myself I really wanted do this ,because I been wanted to do it since high school I just never had the chance to , I motivated myself and said mariam you can do it ,and I did   it ,and I felt great after because I helped save someone’s life ,and it helped me to believe in myself also. Today its hard to trust in your self, but if one person can do it we can all do it, for example you can start today set goals, you have that’s you can take Control of and recognize when you achieve your goals, so that way you will build your confidence,...